It is a silent heartbreak for my heart no longer grieves. As I stare at your proposal, my mind could not help but think. A couple of years ago you promised to wait for me. I didn’t think I’d swoon on your words until now when your heart no longer yearns for me.
My hands are trembling as I am writing this to you. I never thought I’d write to you again after a year or two. Anger comes with bitterness as I remember what you did to me. Everyone would think I’m a fool for being friend-zoned for the fifth time. Aye, me.
You left for another country, I was more than devastated. It seems like you’ve made up your mind for I can see it has already departed. My heart, oh I don’t exactly know how to put it into words. My heart bade goodbye to someone who was never mine, by far it’s the worst.
So I will ignore every inch of my being that screams I miss you until I can find someone tall, handsome, skinny, and vain- and Daniel is not the name.
So I say goodbye to all the piggyback rides and the study outs and the love notes in my books and the midnight walks and the daydreamt blue Jeep and the son named Kayler. You had broken my heart to fulfill it to someone who you think was better.
littlemissincredible 